Thursday, August 7, 2008

dear me




its hard to understand why things are like this........ i know im not the only person na ganito........ but i just want to share what i felt the time you told me that its over.....

but you know what it help me to hancle each and every situation that you gave me....... sympre masakit at start but time heals all wounds and everythings gonna ok... not now but i know soon......

its hars at first (kaya nga ginawa ko sinubsob ko satili ko sa work...) but ayun because of that i left my first work coz i've been stressed out sa work and then here that comes....... i felt i was inside the box everything in me is because of him........ sobrang nakulong ako.......at first di ko alam pano.....

Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mong kausapin but you cant sometimes you wish that he would say i love you so that you would feel good pero he wont at he really wont....... so what you have to do is accept it....... sympre its the best time to reflect on things that happened....

this is the best time to breathe since you've been locked to someone for some time..... involve in sports things like that jave your new look hahaha kasi di ba for girls new haircut means new you new life......

but you know what kahit anong advice ibigay nilasayo yah it helps but decision mo yun eh..... if your like me still making asa hehehehe ewan basta i just go with the flow but for the meantime work is my priority.............i know i can get over....

halos matagal na din nabalitaan ko na nga na my nililigawan sya pero syempre that's his decision...

narealize ko din na madami akong mga tao na na disregard ko because of him and ive gained freinds........and syempre after that madami din akong nakilala na somehow u can deal.......

and syempre nakakapunta kana at you have a time to do things for yourself.......

basta if that happens it means that ......he is not meant for you and god would help you to deal with it nad send a person that is good for you............

cheers..........=p